highest weight: 180lb
lowest weight: 100lb
current weight: (**Eye Twitch**)
favorite food: cheese gets me everytime
thinspo: ,hmmm...so many, but I love hip bones O.O
when do you slip: at night. when I get upset.
when did start: highschool, didn't know what it was then though.
does anyone know?: um, yeh.
do you want help?: not now, its stupid really my ups and downs are out of control I guess I want help on that, not being anorexic.
diet pills: love them, they dont fit into my budget now but hopefully soon. they give me chest pains though =\
favorit binge food: mashed potatoes and cheese <- fat on a spoon.
favorite dieting food: dunno, i love green beans. and i really love brown mustard.
how many calories do you consume a day?: fluctuates extremely. but generally try to keep it under 500. when I am good that is.
what tips do you use to lose weight?: um, not eating at night makes things move faster and is also my week spot. basically you learn wat works for you and the truth is nothing works unless you stick to it.
what do you see when you look in the mirror?: this girl, and she is really fat but god she has potential. thats the sad part. the potential.
are you in a relationship?: yes.
if so, do they pressure you to be thin?: no, but he encourages me to be safer.
are you the fat or thin one out of your friends?: thin
are you depressed?: sometimes
do you self harm?: I try not to.
ever tried to commit suicide?: yes
ever been to a psychologist?: yes
favorite song: all I want for x-mas is you mariah carey