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22 December 2008 @ 05:51 pm
hey girlies  
Doing ok considering the circumstances. I did well yesterday. So far today i have have done good to woot! idk though I been down. I hate that it comes with the not eating and the fact that I am basically alone this yr for the holidays. I am only 19 and I am alone. thats pretty shitty if you think about it. well I live in a house with 6 other ppl none of which i am related to. i been working which is a good distraction from the food. and i get to start a new job soon. I am stoked for that.  more money which hopefully means a car and some freedom from this shit-hole middle of nowhere i live in.

I promise I am not always this negative just that i feel a bit down now and bobby is leaving in a few days. its hard to take to be honest. he is my rock. he is tha only rock I have got. the only person who loves me enough to show it through actions.

I want to be with him.

I want to be with him more than I want to be thin.

and I dont want anything more than that.